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| man i havent updated this thing in a while. but, myspace messes up a lot. xanga does not. oh well... so anyways, not too much is up except im moving sunday to DeKalb. so Jeff and Nick... watch out. its kinda sad, because i will be leaving nealey and all of my friends, but its something ive gotta do. but i am broke which makes this even harder. but i did get to sell one of my painting, so thats pretty cool. plus the guy gave me a sufjan stevens cd and told me about his concert in chicago that hes going to, and since i will be so close, i may go. woot woot! well... its been fun catching up, xanga readers, but if you have a myspace, check it out. www.myspace.com/sadpanda8 i know you hate me for it, but its just so damn addicting!
banana phone.
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| well, i finally got into NIU! yay! im very excited, because i really am ready to get out of this little hell -hole of a town. but it sucks, because my parents do not support me at all. they barely congratulate me. this has been my dream for almost 4 years, yet they say that they need me to show them that im going to work hard, or else they wont help me at all. but they werent even going to help me in the first place. seriously. ok, so i need money, but what college student isnt? oh well.... this is life.
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| well, i officially suck. i have joined the myspace realm.
its www.myspace.com/sadpanda8 if you want to check it out. i
still will keep this posted though. but, since pretty much no one
reads this, i guess it really doesnt matter.
so, my life right now is awkward. my friends have been treating
me like a dumbass, and its kinda depressing. i really just need
to get away for a little while. or just have myself a good
cry. i havent had one of those in a while. i have to go to
the doctor on monday for another check up and blood tests and
stuff. oh joy... more needles... i wish i could just skip thru a
few years of my life. i dont know if they would be better or
worse, but im just so tired of my life right now. its not really
all that bad, but its not really all that good. i have a lot of
problems that i cant talk to anyone about. and that really
sucks. im actually kinda happy tho, because im becoming
really good friends w/ nealey. since amy has been gone, i have
been left w/o a single close female friend. i dont generally so
well w/females, but girls need at least one chick friend. nealey
and i are a lot alike. we even share the same b-day, and we were
born in the same hospital 3 hrs apart. i really do cherish her
friendship. its just hard, because i only get to see her on
weekends, mostly. im so tired of this place... i wish
things would just change.
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| well, i got a car!!! yay! its a 1996 Pontiac Bonneville. its white (it probably wont be for long) and it was only $1800. it has a lot of miles, but out mechanic said it was a really good deal, and its worth it, and i trust him with any car's life. oh, i also owe the damn school $509. but, i guess its ok, as long as i can get hours at work. i still love my job. oh, and i did henna tattoos and they look kinda cool. by the way, for anyone who actually reads this thing, and has myspace, i just started one. theres nothing cool on it, but its there. its sadpanda8 just like on here. im so ready to sleep in and not wake up for a while. life is so stressful. i know i can handle it, i just wish that i could sleep more. i used to not ever be able to sleep, and now that i can, thats all i want to do... oh well... g'nite everyone! and have a wonderful day/night/hell | | |
| for reasons i will not disclose, right now, blue is my fave colour. well, that white-blue what is really nice to look at. but anyways... so, just as things were going good, my brakes went out on me on my first day of school. as if it wasnt enuf that i was nervous from switching schools, but i also had to worry about getting in a wreck. my brakes had rusted out... not even the emergency brake worked! park just got the car to slow down. i had to blow all kinds of stop signs, it sucked... but, i didnt get in any wrecks (yay!) as for the classes, they wont be too bad... i am able to carpool, and i only have class on M, W, F, and a night class on thurs. some stuffs going good, other things, not so... but, ive just taking things as they come. well, goodnight starshine, the earth says good-bye! | | |
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